5 Weeks In

I cannot believe that I am already over 1 month into my pregnancy, it is surreal. Every hour I fluctuate from a state of sheer panic to absolutely joy. I suppose I shouldn't really be panicing as I've already had a baby right? But that was 5 years ago, and I feel as though I have forgotten everything! I'm starting to show already which is a little scary, as I'm not sure how long I am going to be able to cover up the fact that I am currently growing a human inside me! Just like with my first pregnancy I do not feel too sickly, but my blood pressure fits have come back. Thankfully my Doctor has been great and has booked me in for a variety of test to make sure that everything is A-OK. I have to admit that I am struggling to stay focused for more than say an hour at a time...I feel about 10 years old. Although having just said that I was able to sit down for 3 hours a catch up with America's Next Top Model...so lets rephrase that to concentrating on anything that has the word work and tedious in it! I need to start eating right though, as I'm just eating whatever at the moment, and soon enough I'm going to have The Commodores 'She's a brick house' on permanent repeat as my soundtrack. I'd prefer 'She's a, woman that has put on the normal amount of weight that a pregnant woman does, house'. Definitely has a good ring to it.